Beta #1 Results...

HCG- 179.2

Progestrone 109.1

Good so far! Keep growing little bean! I love you! I have another appt scheduled for next Monday! Early ultrasound and all the other good stuff!

My Miracle

Please stay with us baby

Let's Do Something...

I need to keep my mind busy and organized for about a week and a 1/2. Because if I sit idle I am going to worry like crazy about whether I am pregnant or not. There was discussion of going to Prattville for the weekend. I kinda wanna stay home and get my house ready. A little Spring cleaning if you will. But I would also like to see Mema and Pepa. I also want to go to Nashville for the bball tourney too but I dont see that happening either.
On a positive note I feel pretty good. Better than I thought I would after the 8 days of injections and the trigger. Will this be my miracle month?
I really need some Clinique. And new make up. And I am going to start buying flip flops before all the cute ones are gone.
Ok this was a total rambling mess.

The Needle Chronicles

Im 2 days deep in the world of infertility injectables and I think so far I have gotten the better end of the deal. BG has done wonderful and been very sweet through the entire process. It's nice for him to be involved in some way. I dont feel so...well...alone with the whole process. 1 more night for sure of Follistim and then 1 HCG trigger but I have a feeling I will need more injections before I ovulate. By the time I am done with that though I will be a pro. Right?
Im doing pretty good with all the anxiety too. Very good if I say so myself. I have had a few moments but for the most part I am doing so much better. And that my friends is the power of prayer. Give it too God and let him have it. God does not want me to fear and walk around scared to live. Enough for now :)

Injections...The New Chapter...

So I start Follistim injectables this cycle. I am good mix of excitement and nerves. I really want this to work. But as always it might not. Oh and the best part- BG giving me the shots. He did really well the other day when the nurse was teaching him. I think he will do great!
Lately my anxiety has been at a minimum. Which I am thankful for. Prayer and petition works. Everyday I face a struggle of some sort but God gets me through it.
Gonna be a busy week! Brittany and Josh are moving and we are helping!
Love!

manolo blahnik shoes

I want them. Badly.

who knew...

That you would rather have a job pushing food to ungrateful customers then a cushy desk job. So much for a easy job at a car dealership. I hate this place. Even the person that got you the job that you have been friends with turn on you. I literally put in applications at restraunts today. I mean honestly its good money and I have done it before. And if I want to have a baby i have to keep a job NO MATTER WHAT. Infertility is exspensive business.

And in other news...Betas on Thursday. Maybe baby?